i just saw the lyrics for seventeen forever by metro station. it’s either very touching, or really really messed up. can’t decide right now, but i can never understand the lyrics for a song unless i really see it on paper.

played soccer again during the weekend. i cannot even remember whens the last time i played soccer in school. those fuckers love to play in the goddam morning and they’ve normally all had a bathe, lunch and gone home by the time i drag my sorry ass out of bed. hey but it felt good to play for once, maybe because i’m actually remotely fit for once. the moment i got on, and it was pouring by the way, someone told me to go up front and so to the front i went. everytime somebody lumped a ball up i just sprinted behind the defence and hoped for the best. scored two really crap goals, and my position should just be renamed far post. woah, but i tell you after those few hours, all the funny muscles i never use in my legs were in agonising pain, especially the groin there. that’s the worst part because you can’t put deep heat there (if you know what i mean d:). but i did anyway, and paid the price.

we played poker after that, and shit i won again. not a lot la, but i didn’t lose. i think this birthday nobody gonna buy me anything. and speaking of birthdays, shit. i have no bloody idea what the hell i’m going to do on my birthday. the best part is my mom is trying to plan a lot of things, and she’s acting like its a capital offense to not really be interested in planning anything. i can’t help it if it doesn’t mean as much to me as it does to her right? aiya but credit to her as a mother for caring so much, hopefully i can think of something before the 24th (hint HINT!).