You pretty much know things aren’t going the way they should when you’re awake at 4am chanting “what the fuck” over and over.
I messed up again. School ends at 315. BGS meeting wrapped up by 6. I reach home way before 7. And say I had dinner at 730. That would still give me more [...]
Down the same old rocky road
November 3, 2009
down memory lane
August 12, 2009
suddenly everything’s changing again. and it’s very scary. i admit that i really hate changes, especially the drastic ones that alter the course of your life forever. and right now, things are happening so fast and i can’t escape the feeling deep down that things are going to be different, whether i like it or [...]
set off all the fires
July 27, 2009
damn shit i got driving tmrw.
i’m starting to dread all the pointless lessons with the irritable instructor.
and i still hate waking up in the goddam mornings.
do you know what’s worth fighting for?
July 18, 2009
i think its safe to say that my life has pretty much been on a hiatus for the past few months. starting next week it’s finally gonna start again. freshmen camp is on monday and it’s probably marks the start of the next big chapter. i really don’t know if i’m looking forward to it [...]
way before our time
June 8, 2009
aw sucks i’m a dependent again.
just say goodbye
May 25, 2009
it’s frightening when you think you’ve dug yourself into a hole you can’t get out off. it took a step back to realise i wasn’t trapped after all.
and it’s good to learn your lessons early in life, when there isn’t much to lose.
in other news, i got my driving test date in september.
what a shame we all became
April 14, 2009
i’m finally doing something.
dad gave me the keys to his printing office a couple weeks back. now my cousin and i are getting down to doing actual work. i actually think i wouldn’t have done anything if not for him. lack the drive to do anything myself i guess.
first driving lesson. realise truly how bad [...]
the black parade is dead
March 16, 2009
last week was interesting, especially since its me.
yabbie wanted to do something different for once, so he got us all to come out to sentosa on monday. we managed to sit there and watch a years worth of storm clouds rain down on our parade. we basically sat at the bus bay and played everything [...]
and the only sound that’s left
March 3, 2009
i just saw the lyrics for seventeen forever by metro station. it’s either very touching, or really really messed up. can’t decide right now, but i can never understand the lyrics for a song unless i really see it on paper.
played soccer again during the weekend. i cannot even remember whens the last time i [...]
if you give them the chance
February 20, 2009
the truth is that on the day i finally got my pink 1/c back, it was yet again snatched away again by the cruel hands of fate.
the real truth is that it’s absolutely my own fault my wallet and camera are gone, even though they were really stolen by an asshole. but i’m over that [...]
