like it’s the last day you will ever see
January 22, 2009

so glad that i still read. but now that army’s ending i think the volume of books i read is going to drop sharply. there’s nowhere else i can think where you have so much free time and so little to do that you can just read books.
also glad that i no longer read what [...]

and the tide comes and sweeps you away
September 21, 2008

sunday duty in camp again. boredom on my lonesome.
you lose track of time in here. some times when i think about how old i am i manually deduct my birth year from 2008. there’s probably some part of me that’s still in denial about me being (2008-1988..) 20 years old already. you’d think that things [...]

a twist in my story
September 8, 2008

this weekend has felt like a revival. it’s true, i finally feel renewed, refreshed or whatever the hell you wanna call it. it’s like i was lying down there in the depths, not daring to even hope again and now it feels like i’ve just crawled to the surface and i can feel the sun’s [...]

decadence is freedom with a smile
August 4, 2008

i’ve been reading like a bunny lately.

see the cover?
“The best horror novel of the new century.” -Stephen King. doesn’t it so totally get your hopes up? that’s high praise from the master of horror himself. so either the standard of horror this century has hit rock bottom, or that comment has been taken completely out [...]