if i were ever to get a wish, i’d wish for a clean slate. to have the chance to do everything again and maybe get it right this time. i think there’s a lot of things i would do differently. there are chances that have come that i’ve mindlessly thrown away and now live to regret everyday. there are things that i could’ve done or learned but never bothered to. that’s probably the story of my life. i’m the boy who planted himself on the couch and watched as life rolled on by. truth be told, i’m envious of people who grab life by the balls and live to the fullest. my life is completely stagnant right now.