i have officially degenerated back into my old self again. time is arguably the worst commodity that i can ever have. the only thing i find myself able to do with an abundance of time is to ultimately waste it. no matter how much i try to psyche myself to change, there will always be this tiny lazy bum curled up in some deep recess of my mind waiting to reemerge. i’ve only stayed out for a little over four weeks, and i’m once again that all too happy to lounge around at home boy from before.
driving test again tmrw morning. i can’t stand to imagine what’s to happen if i fail yet again.
